~sudut pandanganku~

assalamualaikum

wahai para pembaca blog..

aku tahu kes dan issue penggunaan nama allah ini

sudah semakin lapuk bukan.

namun telah dipersoalkan kepadaku tentang

ideologi ku dan penerimaan ku terhadap issue ini.

ok..

secara generalisasinya memang rakyat muslim

ramai tidak bersetuju dengan issue ini

mereka mengatakan bahawa allah adalah tuhan kepada islam yang satu.

saya sebenarnya juga secara tidak langsung TIDAK SETUJU

dengan kes ini..

mengapa?

begini ceritanya

ya memang benar, telah dikatakan oleh pihak christian yang sebenarnya

allah itu digunakan di timur tengah dan india oleh org bukan islam.

benar saya akui, saya juga ada membuat beberapa kajian dan saya mengsahkan

fakta ini fakta benar.

tapi masalahnya, mereka telah menggunakan terma ini dari dulu lagi

dari zaman datuk moyang mereka.

jadi agak tidak terkejut la mereka menggunakan perkataan ini sekarang

namun berbalik kepada hal malaysia.. mengapa baru sekarang,

mereka ingin menggunakannya?

mengapa sekarang hal ini dibangkitkan?

dan mengapa sekarang mereka ingin membuat kacau bilau?

kalau tak guna pon takde keburukan kepada pihak mereka bukan?

saya bukannya tidak setuju dengan penggunaan kalimah teragung ini.

tapi saya tidak setuju dengan niat dan agenda disebalik kes ini.

setiap perkara berlaku dengan sebab.

jadi pasti ada agenda lain yang tersembunyi.

saya yakin ramai yang setuju dengan hal ini,

nak guna tu ok. tapi kenapa? terangkan sebab2 yang utuh lagi kukuh..

adakah tidak cukup dengan jesus kalian?

fikirkan lah wahai pembaca yang setia.

jadi cara yang paling senang untuk mengelak

perkara yang tidak diingini berlaku adalah dengan menghalangnya sama skali.

besides,

"PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE"

right?

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN

~a thing to look at~

assalamualaikum dear readers,

well we meet again,

today i will be blogging in both malay and english since i could see that

since i kept blogging in english no one seems to read my blog. hahahaha

so here it is.

korg ingat tak issue yang aku bangkitkan kat post sebelum nie?

post yang pasal penggunaan kalimah ALLAH oleh org bkn muslim?

haaa. ok arini aku nak bawak korg lihat sesuatu yang aku agak terkilan dengan masyarakat

islam di malaysia itu sendiri, sebelum aku teruskan tgk video nie:

* peringatan video agak membosankan tapi yang bosan nie la realiti hidup, disyorkan bawak kopok sambil menonton video nie.

video nie aku dapat dari seorg member aku yang skang blaja kat france,

dye sorg christian malaysia yang juga giat mengikuti perkembangan issue nie.

dia kata dye paham kenapa kita mempertahankan sangat kalimah ALLAH tu,

especially benda tu menyentuh sensitivity masyarakat islam malaysia kan.

tapi dye ade bagi aku satu persoalan,

kalau tak suka perlu ke sampai membakar gereja2 diorg?

aku pon musykil gak la.. asal la kite nak protes sampai membakar2 tmpt ibadat diorg,

kalaupun diorg salah perlukah bertindak sedemikian.

wallahualam la, ade yang cakap nie diorg pnye planning, diorg bkr sendiri pastu tuduh org islam.

tak kesah la apa pon. aku cme harap kalau la ni keja org kite,

jangan la sampai camni skali.. tak elok dipandang.

last2 kite yang nampak bodo. bkn stakat rakyat malaysia, satu dunia.

secara tak langsung or deduce

islam = terrorists

agak tak cantik la kan.

pastu kite tgk plak juru cakap dari pihak islam dalam video nie.

beliau sekadar membaca text tanpa menyampaikan hujah2 yang kukuh.

tolong la,

bkn susah sangat nak masukkan nilai2 hak ape semua

sepatutnya penyampaian beliau lebih mendalam dan menyentuh,

ni dengan cara yang begini menunjukkan lagi kelemahan kita

harap-harap satu hari nanti ade la diantara kita yang dapat membetulkan keadaan

dengan hujah2 yang lebih detail dan menyentuh para pendengar dan penonton.

jika begini caranya,

memang musabah la kenapa kita kalah aritu,

detail yang tak menerangkan,

seperti memadamkan api dengan minyak

ibarat mencuba sesuatu yang sia2

da diberi peluang untuk menegakkan hak kita,

guna la sebaik mungkin mengapa diabaikan sedemikian rupa.

kalao korg tak pecaya betapa negatifnya impak ini kepada rakyat sedunia tengok saja la komen2 tentang video ini di link INI.

teruk bukan?

malu bukan?

tak puas hati bukan?

jadi ambil iktibar.

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN

~till when?~

*strictly not advisable for those who are highly sensitive

in religious views and conflicts.

if you are one,

stand back and jump into other blogs as i would not like any criticism on my post especially regarding my religion

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ISLAM

"In the name of ALLAH most gracious most merciful, all praises to him the creator of the universe"

alhamdulillah all praises to allah that i am born as a muslim and i am proud of it.

dear fellow readers.

now, im sure most of you malaysian have heard about the conflict and dispute of using ALLAH by the non muslims back in our country right?

the question is here, how could the opposition side win,

how could the non muslims manage to hack their way to win over this issue.

to be honest..

i expected this thing to happen way before the judgment was even held.

to fight against a religious based issue in the civil court? that is just not right.

i said to a friend that as long as the malaysian government do not take actions regarding the feasibility of the actions of the national judiciary system,

then malaysia will never truly be an islamic nation..

this is because malaysia is actually made up off multicultural and multireligious people.

we have many types of beliefs back in our nation.

we have the muslims as top majority, the christians, buddhas, hindus, we even have people who still worship the trees and sun.

im not complaining living in this multireligious nation,

its not at all bad. but what im complaining about is the judiciary and law enforcement enforced on to the issues of the people there back in malaysia.. the government should have a better and more strategic ways in handling these issues. everyone should be aware of the sensitivity of each religion. never provoke the people for it will surely endanger your nation's stability.

from my opinion the issue should not be debated in the civil court for the guidlines and main agenda is closely related to the human rights.

no no, dont get me wrong here i am not saying that the human rights is not good.

it is IN SOME AREAS. not all. some of the cases are just unappropriate if the human rights policy is used. take the fitna case for example, the case where a danish man made a video which directly insults islam and to make it even worst, they actually misinterprated the verses from the holly quran and constructed the verses in their own words. when the issue was brought up, boom the human rights policy was uphold. ooh

"the freedom of speech , the freedom of expression , the freedom of actions"

well as long as im concerned the laws and rights are feasible, as long as it does not harm any other individual or side. go crush their case about human rights

suddenly when this was brought up, they decided to use the utilitarian principle,

"the greater good for the greater number of people"

oh wow wee, now they have the rights and they have the votes. and they won in the fitna case.

which to me was totally unfair.

well if that was debated across the globe and the majority as non muslims than what about malaysia. where muslims are the majority of the population.

so doesnt both the laws of human rights and utilitarianism apply back there in malaysia? and if it does it should have backed the muslims right?

i leave a question for all of you to ponder, since we do have the majority of muslims, than why couldnt we win? since as my friend told me in malaysia:

(5) Walau apa pun apa-apa jua dalam Perlembagaan ini, Yang di-Pertuan Agong hendaklah menjadi Ketua Agama Islam di Wilayah-Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur, Labuan dan Putrajaya; dan bagi maksud ini Parlimen boleh melalui undang-undang membuat peruntukan-peruntukan bagi mengawal selia hal ehwal agama Islam dan bagi menubuhkan suatu Majlis untuk menasihati Yang di-Pertuan Agong mengenai perkara-perkara yang berhubungan dengan agama Islam.

but seems to me non off them are playing their part. i demand this issue to be judged in the syariah court. islam will not fall in the hands of others.

all in all, i wish to not debate upon this issue in further regards,

the judgement have been made,

i too am not pleased, but why not all look into this issue. think about the possibilities that we could have won.

my dear friend faiq also said in his blog that we too must change to act as a great muslim in the most respected and correct way.

we are muslims because we want to be come one, not just the fact that we were born to be one. remember that my friends.

all blame should not be put onto the government, perhaps we should look into ourselves too. change is a necessary evil,

even though its hard, its worth it.

friends, we are the next generation, we are the ones to uphold our dignity and pride and most importantly our religion. take a glance into our lives and reconstruct our heart.

learn from the past and try to improve the future, till when will this issue repeat.till when guys..

till when?

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN

~the flow to change~

How many times have you seen your friend who actually changes dramatically,

as if he or she have been hit by a meteor or fell in a pond of toxic waste.

well, no, not through their physically appearance, but through their behaviour.

i realize i too am changing in terms of my behaviour,

the old nutty me however is still in there,

and when at times it spurts out, man all hell brakes loose,

you wouldnt want to see me in that form.

well perhaps it is fun, perhaps it is entertaining.

but not all the time,

we must realize that day after day, we are changing to a much much more different person,

we are supposed to be matured, critical thinking and optimistic.

those who are close to me may not see my difference,

but those who are rarely around me might have noticed.

yes i've changed im sorry,

but lets just say that im trying to reconstruct myself,

in becoming a better person, yet again a better MUSLIM.

i was afraid that at times i would hurt others,

or that at times people could not accept my changes, and i agree these are amongst the main reasons i am pulled back in reaching my goal.

i witnessed a friend who changed so dramatically and people could not accept his presence

they say:

"hipokrit ar dye"

" man is that a character his practicing for his incoming play?"

"i hate it when people change"

well,

nO!

he is not a hypocrite, he is infact listening to the inner side of him.

and

nO!

he is not practicing a character, that is his true character that have been waiting to emerge.

and

nO!

you shouldnt hate people changing for one day, you too will face this phase.

at times i feel that i have absolutely no mood,

or perhaps absolutely moody and angry all the time, im sorry.

perhaps the phase which we call maturity is uploading itself, slowly without my conscious

we tend to get annoyed by petty things as we grow up.

however, it doesnt mean that when once changes it is actually to the bad side.

sometimes we hate it when people advices us or talks to us so that we change,

we think that we are all too good and better off than him

throw that ego as far as u could,

put it in a bottle, tie it to a stone and let it sink deep deep into the pacific ocean,

so that you do not see mr ego again.

there are two major things in life,

"the art of giving"

and

"the art of acceptance"

what are these two things?

one is the ability and skills off you to GIVE an advice.

different people have different way of acceptance, not all could accept the harsh and demanding ways, some could not accept the mushy soft pep talks.

so its basically up to you to identify these sorts of people. which one and to whom to use it to.

the other one is the ability and skills to accept.

when someone tells you off or advices you, listen, no matter who they are or what their position is,it closely correlates to the 1st point.it is true that those giving advice should be the ones to identify the ways to GIVE. but why not all just learn to ACCEPT.

if everyone could accept anything, than nothing will be a problem. aint that true?

my friends,

i see it is really really important for us to lean towards a different personality,

in terms of changing from bad to the better.

changing is hard i admit.

once i get the flow, i could really ride the waves,

but even if i slip down. just one tiny bit from that surfboard i tend to sink deep in the oceans neglecting my current aim and goal. lets not do this. try to reach the surface no matter what happens and if you just try hard enough, you might even get to ride a better wave.

yes it is hard,

but it is a necessary evil. each and every step that we take counts in this betting.

so lets change. a little by little. slowly, i am trying too..

i am changing not merely because i dream to change, but i HAVE to change,

in making sure a better living way towards future.

ps:-kepada yang ade hadith ke ayat quran yang berkaitan ngan post aku kali nie marilah kongsi sama-sama.

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN

~pabila tinta ustaz tumpah atas iphone~

7 january 2010



maka tertambah satu nombor dibelakang umur ustaz yang sangat hensem ini
(ada iras kambing bak kata budak sedeyh)

memang beliau sangat pelik perangainye,
kalau beliau kentut aduh. semerbak baunya.
mungkin benar juga la kata si budak sedeyh, beliau ni ade suku sakat kambing sikit2.
tak tau la kat belah mane tapi yang kentut tu plg nyata haha.


ku tidak mengenali beliau sewaktu di maktab dulu,
sekadar kenal namanya dan tau dimana kelasnya,
(mungkin kerana masing2 terlalu ego, atau mungkin tidak mengenali satu sama lain)
tapi takpe. aku tak kesah, kerana jodoh dah pertemukan kami di tanah anbiya ini.

dari org yang aku tak kenal , kini, beliau tidur disebelahku bermain rambutku
( hyperbola saje)
dan menungguku pulang dari kelas
( walaupun ade ketika beliau tinggalku kerana kawan arabnya, takpe la tak kesah la)


ustaz yang tidur diatas katil pengantin kami ini, yang berblogging disebelah mejaku ini,
tidak henti2 melemparkan senyuman walaupun mempunyai masalah yang melanda,
aku respek ko beb, ko dapat kawal marah ko, ego ko, sedeyh dan pilu ko

-hanya rahsia kita berdua-


namun malam tadi, tepat jam 12.00 malam. badannye dihinggapi kaki makhluk yang SADIS, yang GONDOL, yang BERABU dan yang COOL disertai konco2 mereka dari saadon sekalian.
(taktau camne nak explain makhluk lagi satu tu, memang cool abes haha)
tapi kaki ku tidak menghinggap tubuh mu , percayalah. :P

aku hanya dapat berdoa dan berharap agar, hidupmu akan sentiasa dicerahi nur ilahi
(bukan langit ilahi karya hilal asyraf mahupun sungai ilahi karya faiq zaini)

sedarlah wahai ustaz umur mu sudah 19, wajah mu sudah semakin kedut, tulangmu sudah semakin reput. namun aku yang masih muda remaja lagi comel ini sentiasa sanggup meluangkan masa, melebarkan telinga sekiranya ada sahaja yang kau ingin sampaikan, yang ingin kau luahkan atau ingin kau kongsi. dimana ku mampu ku bantu, tatkala ku terasa terbeban ku kelu.

tuhan memberi kita peluang mengenali satu sama lain,
mengambil rezeki mu di tanah firaun :p (mesir) dan dicampakkan kamu di tanah anbiya(jordan).
ada sebabnya itu. mungkin kita sahaja yang belum tersedar.
sesungguhnya ungkapan alhamdulillah adalah satu perkataan yang terpacul dari mulut ku tatkala mendengar khabar perpindahanmu kerana, ku sayang padamu.

ku berharap, persahabatan yang kita bina ini, dapat disulami kejujuran dan keikhlasan dari lubuk hatimu, dapat diselaputi kemanisan kesetiaan. insyallah.

wahai ustaz berd, wahai mohd. alamin.

SELAMAT HARI JADI, PANJANG UMUR MURAH REZEKI



tak lupa juga, ingin ku pomote blog ustaz ini yang penuh dengan tazkirah
www.opamingrazali.blogspot.com
dan konconya si budak sedeyh
www.shafeqsads.blogspot.com

ps: tajuk ku memberi tahu bahawa iphone yang dibelinya sudah kurang berfungsi, haha tu la org suruh letak jauh sikit dari tinta waktu nak berkarya degil, kan da tak berfungsi,
(dapat ku bayangkan wajah2 manusia kejam di mesir, gelakkan isu ini)

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN

~ the point to ponder~

it just happened during a programme here in jordan,
we were given the chance to ask the presenter some questions regarding her presentation,

as i was the master of ceremony,
i usually allow the members of the audience to bring up the questions in their minds first.
but somehow rather my mind kept playing the images of a slide from the presentation.
as long as i recall it said,

PASSION + PATIENCE= SUCCESS

yes, it is true, that passion with an addition to patience would of course result in success.
well, this was not the matter that bothered me.
the thing that bothered me, is the fact that the presentation was regarding medical and dental students. so of course these are the things that is most fundamental in making sure you become a very well prepared and patient doctor or dentist in the future. soooo
does this means that

NO PASSION + PATIENCE = NO SUCCESS??



so what if a medical or dental student have issues with interest?
i mean, there are some of those people here who initially signed up for something else and eventually got stuck with medic or dentistry.

well, to be frank. as an easy example, take

ME MYSELF AND I...

yes, me, i am not really that INTO dentistry,
but in the end i got stuck with it.

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looking at this aspect i foolishly asked the presenter,

"KAK, WHAT IF THOSE WHO DO NOT REALLY HAVE THE INTEREST IN THESE FIELD FAIL TO BUILD UP THE PASSION. ARE THERE ANY TIPS IN ORDER FOR US TO GRAB THIS PASSION IN THE FIELD WE ARE IN NOW?"

well, i expected something along the line of,

"oh, believe in yourself"
"oh , have confidence"
" oh, do your mostest bestest"

unfortunately i was left with something along the lines of,

"well, the decision you make should have been thoroughly thought about even before you make your choice to come here.well you are still in your first year and its not too late to turn back. i suggest you to rethink about your decision to come here, perhaps, you should go with what you wanted initially"

hearing this. i was devastated, i only asked the tips to instill the passion in you,
not which path should i choose.

???!@#!@#$!@$(*@#&(*&#@(*!#@&(*&@!


OK OK , aku da serabo0ot da. the statement made me think again about my decision.
i know, you guys mesti kate, gile la ulya nie, jiwa kacau, takde pendirian,
tapi if you guys where in my shoes i think you would understand.

i dont want in 20 years time i regret for making the wrong choice
oh ALLAH please help me in finding my path to you and the path that is beneficial for me.
for to only you i lay my destiny and only you are the saviour of every soul.

i tried to calm myself. i tried to think rationally,
(despite pulling the sorrow face during the programme)
i tried to stay consistent and firm with my choice.

as i hope things got better, the second presenter suddenly commented on the issue,
she said:

"its better for you to rethink and go back now in fulfilling your real dreams than to have to suffer 5 years of learning something that you do not like."


wow, looks like everyone is against me now,
great justtt great. [-_-"]
and congratulations,
i am now beaten 2-0

HOW BAD CAN THIS BE!!!!

then another facilitator came in sight,
he too commented on my issue, he said

"its better to live your dream than live someone else's dream, it would be a waste of time if in the end you do not practice your dental certs "

BRAVO AGAIN.. 3-0... happy??

MY MIND WAS SWIRLING AS FAST AS THE BERMUDA WHIRLPOOL.

i kept thinking of the possibilities , doubts came into sight,
all i could see is the word IF again.
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come on ulya, pull yourself together,
you know you could do this, you know that you have made up your mind.
stay calm, stay relaxed, stay rational..


*sighs*

all i have now is the words of wisdom from abang imran,

he asked me,
"didnt you do your istikarah before you made your decision?"
i answered,
"yes i did, way before we flew to jordan"
he asked again,
"then? what have you got?"
i said
"well my intution says to go here, to come to jordan even though i dont know why"
he said
"well, allah's signs are in multiple ways, intution is also a most common one, if you believe in your ibadah, if you believe in the results and that it came from Allah, then let it be, ALLAH WOULDNT LIE, REMEMBER THAT"

i smiled, its true, i have trusted the signs before this, why should i have second thoughts right?
he also said to me that passion could be built once you know what you are studying. maybe at the first year, the practicality of what we are learning are not clear, but once you get to the clinical years, once you get to have a further hands on approach, then you would learn to love it,
give it a chance.

there is one malay saying that goes,

"tak kenal maka tak cinta"
or
"if you dont know it, than you dont love it"

well, dont get me wrong, my post is not that i hated the other ideas from the presenter or what,
no.. its because the ideas just drive me back to my doubtness. and i hate that, it makes me tense, it makes me think , it makes me terrified.

all in all. my post today is just and expression of my feeling, whether its correct or not, is yet to be taken into consideration. perhaps we should all look into the possible perspectives for this issue and try to put ourselves in other peoples shoe.

till we meet again.. [-_-]
Op uLyA aQaMaH BiN Op HuSaMuDiN